The Greatest Pain

Everyone has their ups and downs in life..

P.S: If you hate people talking about their problems then fuck off from this blog

I've been thinking alot this pass few days maybe thats why i kepy falling sick.. future is indeed stressful whereby you are gonna step into a life where 'responsibilties ' holds the greatest postion..

Realising i'm on my way to become " 22" soon... as each day pass i start to think more and more about my life... How much i tolerate and cried and trying to get things done so in a way i'll achieve something.

But....

Nothing seems to go the way i want it to.. I hate my job.. I hate my salary.i. I hate being looked after like a little girl.. I hate crying.. But it seems those emotions and stuff just loved me.. Making mme even more miserable..

Being mature is one thing.. tolerating is another.. I hate it when people use the word 'mature' on me.. Things in lif i want is just so simple.. it just i dunno why i just can;t receive them.

I'm getting tired.. I'm tired of making myself and other's miserable..

I wish i could just end it all.