Why does things always go the wrong direction for me?
It's so hard to open my doors nowadays. Been having sleepless nights, been thinking too much i guess. Too much worries and pressure. It's not my business i'm reffering to but my daily life expectations. While i'm typing this post my mom is going out again, i dunno where. But she;s going out. Mama you have never say my name for almost a week you have never called me your daughter or darling for a long time. Daddy's been on overseas trip for more than a month. Guess he is not coming back so soon. I miss working took off or 2 days to participate at a bazaar at republic poly but due to a certain thing i had t stay home today and not attending the 2nd day's bazaar.
Mama, i have not eaten your delicous cooking for a long time.
Mayb it all startled when my dad decide to stay his own company overseas. sending money back regularly. Working day and night sleeping for less than 5 hours everyday, i'm truly bless with such a hardworking father. But nevertheless, there is always a cath to everything. Since you been traveling our family starts to close each of our doors to each other. Listening ears re usually my friends or lover boy.
Been drinking every night just to get rid of this mind set that my family is breaking apart. My martell bottle is almost empty.
What am i gonna do?
With all this problems pariling up. I dunno what should i do.
I need an angel. I need a new home. I need someone to hold on to.
Daddy, where are you?
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