Right from the start you said it's all just a try out, Time flies and look where have we stand till now. Yesterday we had an argument regarding on trust. We did stuff to each other which hurts and some how broke us apart for a while. But it's fate or some how 'god's' doing to keep us together. Yes, many did say ' why are you with him?' To be frank, I don't know either.
Maybe as what many said ' Love is Blind ' and there's no doubt about that phrase. It's hard between us as our families are from different background. The fact that i look at my family is what i want for my own. Not to the fact that our doors are always closed. Having family distancefor quite a while.I usually cry over it. Some conflicts with my mom is really creating a huge gap for our future. And i'm sorry if that issues stresses you out. Financial wise is the most hardest part in our relationship. Yes, i didnlt get what other lucky girl get from their boyfriends.
I always envy my friend rebecca as her bf is one in a million. I could only envy yet i still love you even if you can't provide me the simplest thing. But how i wish you will one day. As time passes i see this relationship getting even more harder to move on.
But i want it to last. Just Hope someone is listenig to me up there. Hearing my worries and stress and prayers to be granted. I pray for a better life.
If i could be reborn once agan... I will want to
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