I've never thought Love could hurt a person so badly that he or she can just go crazy .. It's been a hell of a 2 weeks .. I'm glad everything has been settle, clear clean cut. But there are still issues which has not be clarified. Sometimes iw onder why.. Human beings can go to the extend of lying and spread false rumour to others just to keep something or someone fear of losing.
Sleeping less than 4 hours ever since it happen. thinking falling sick, stress, anixety. Tears have been shed sinc day one of the incident. But i'm glad is all over. I've decided not to push this matter further as many have been hurt and many have been drag in to be involve. I'm sorry to those whom i've caused so much trouble. And Thanks to those whom stayed by my side and helped me through.
My biggest thanks to my baby boy, seriously without him i'm nobody.. This incident made me realised not to put in trust so easily to others. Trust myself is what matters the most. Baby boy really protect me through all this and am grateful to him. " Thank you dear.."
Maybe all this is just a huge lesson to learn .. trust, love, truth.. everything was learned from this indicent. Happiness was given, saddness too. Jealousy, lies, anger, hate were involved as well.
But i'm glad my final decision was to put all this down.. Some matters are best to let go before worse situations starts to come.
A little drama in my life will not hurt.. thats what i thought before.. But never again will i have that same thought again.
No comments:
Post a Comment