Monday, October 26, 2009

Maybe i was just born to suffer

Lately been really stressed up with loads of things going on.

My Online boutique ( Business ), family , boyfriend, money.. All of this is driving me nuts.. I'm going crazy.. Friends and loved ones tried to comfort me but ' sorry guys' .. it's not really working. Worst of all is I failed my driving test for the 3 time.. FUCK.. i say FUCK!!!!

I totally thought i can major hit up to 8 points with no immediate failure. But guess what? FUCK!! I was given '1' yes '1' stupid immediate failure.. Cause i didn't realised this lady's mecedes car behind me while i was changing lane. SHIT.. and she HORNED at me.. WOW... Thanks alot Miss Black mercedes .. If i see your car around i'll... i'll... GOD!!! I could have passed... DAMN!!! Baby boy comforted me saying " fuck that lady!!" Lol.. it made me a hell lot better.

Went back to CDC to book for my next TP which will be the 4th one.. SHIT.. i totally suck... Maybe i was not born to drive, only to sit on the passenger seat. spend another $240 dollars again. Hai... my poor father is gonna kill me. Came back home to receive a Mad Outbreak of my Mom's HOT scoldings for not picking up the phone. Hai.. So tired... So tired of my life... Nothing seems to pick up. Baby boy, sorry but you too as well.. Everything in my life sucks.. I dunno whether is it karma? Or me? Hai...



I Need a time traveling machine to travel back through tim to change every single thing i've done wrong. God... I need some ligaments

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